Hello there! I'm single again!

someone please kill me now

I feel like shit, really. Not because I was dumped (I wasn't) but because I broke up with Tony. And I feel bad. DX

I know I shouldn't have said that I'd go out with him even though I had told myself "No more boyfriends! D:<" but I did anyway and then I realised "Oh, shit, what do I do now?". Break up with him, of course. And so I did. And now I feel bad. DDDDX <-all my fault

I feel like pulling my hair out or doing something else equally melodramatic. *flail*

ARGH!!! He just smiled and said something like "I knew this was going to happen/this always happens" and I went all TT__TT and I feel like I was babbling like an idiot and why do I keep on saying like, and, and feel? *sob*
NOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYINTHELEASTBITARGHIWANTTOHURTMYSELFORSOMETHING!

"Are we still friends?" *cries* I feel like some evil hideous creature/beast. ;_;

After that I was grinning from ear to ear going "I feel so very lovely! I am so wonderful! SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW!" Donovan was all, No, that's bad! or something. I don't know. He was nice, as usual, and I DID NOT DESERVE IT.

So, yes, I do not have a very high opinion of myself. Oh, bugger. :D <-lookit my smile! It means everything is a-OK!

I can't wait until I feel better so that I can flirt to my heart's content. O_o ...

Does this mean I'm not half as sad/upset as I make myself out to be? Gosh, I feel heartless. (srsly, tho i do)

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I saw Ashley(sp?). More on that later!