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bye!

yolihuani@msn.com — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 18:06:06 GMT

Well, I'm going off to San Jose for the next two days! XD

Later~

yolihuani@msn.com — Thu, 22 May 2008 06:37:03 GMT

I just came back from watching the Death Note Movie. I had so much caffeine that i think my heart is about to burst... O_O;;

No, srsly. My heart hurts.

I just want to know what happened w/ S and Subway. XD

Oh, and I guess I'll update w/ details later. First I must sleep.

Or try to, anyway.

Death Note

yolihuani@msn.com — Fri, 16 May 2008 05:35:55 GMT

Soooooooooo... the Death Note live-action movie is going to be playing in the theaters in my hometown. My little (hick?) town that has nothing going on according to my older siblings and pretty much everyone else you ask. AND DEATH NOTE IS PLAYING IN THEATERS!!!!! *happy dance*

BWHAHAHAHA!!!! *cough*

Anyway, I'm planning on cosplaying as Live-Action!Misa to the movie. Geeky? Yeah, probably. I really don't give a damn. XDD

LOL, I got Mello

yolihuani@msn.com — Sun, 11 May 2008 23:48:05 GMT

What Death Note Character Are You?
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For some reason I thought I'd end up being Light or Misa ('cause they're my favorite characters?). Hmm...

Maybe I'll update later?

Maybe Myspace isn't evil??

yolihuani@msn.com — Sat, 26 Apr 2008 04:04:40 GMT

korean baby singing hey jude

No. 1 Crush

yolihuani@msn.com — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 21:51:37 GMT

yolihuani@msn.com — Mon, 14 Apr 2008 02:49:37 GMT

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Vanidad - Los Tres Ases
[I can't find the lyrics, but the gist of it is, "No, it's not 'OK'."]

2.How would you describe yourself?
Pirates and Rebels - Chiodos
[I'm hardcore, yo~! XDDD. Yeah, I can't find the lyrics for this either... >_<;;]

3.What do you like in a girl/guy?
La Puerta - Los Tres Ases
["La puerta se cerro detras de ti
Y nunca mas volviste aparecer
Dejastes abandonada la illucion
Que habia en mi corazon por ti"

"The door closed behind you
and you never returned
you abandoned the illusion
that my heart had of you" (translation)

Apparently I like someone who won't just leave me. It... makes an awful lot of sense, to tell you the truth.]

4.How do you feel today?
Love Today - Mika
[Horny? At least that's what I'm getting from the song. *blush*]

5.What is your life's purpose?
Sway - Michael Buble
[Sex or dancing, apparently. With my "Special Someone". It makes sense, and yet it doesn't. *shrug*]

6.What is your motto?
Creep - Damien Rice
["You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special,

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here."

Wow, this song is sad. TT_TT My motto is not a happy one.]

7.What do your friends think of you?
Hey Jude - The Beatles
[Apparently they think I am an Emo Baby. LOL]

8.What do you think of your parents?
Que Pasa - Orishas
["Mi gente me escucha
Mi gente me quiere"

"My people listen to me
My people love me"]

9.What do you think about very often?
Amor en silencio - Marco Antonio Solis
[I don't even know what this song is doing here... *groan*
Apparently I think very often about a lost love. *headdesk*

10.What is 2 + 2?
Rise - Yoko Kanno & Origa
[*has sudden urge to watch Ghost in the Shell*]

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Papercut Skin - The Matches
[My best friend(s) like to spend money. A LOT of money. Apparently, anyway.]

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Open Your Eyes - Snow Patrol
[Open your damn eyes and look at me already! XDDD]

13.What is your life story?
In Bloom - Nirvana

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
El reloj - Los Tres Ases
[First of all, the shuffle feature is totally in love with this group. =_=uu Second of all, I'm going to grow up to be a person who is either going to be heartbroken or breaking others' hearts. How lovely.]

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Wind - Akeboshi
[Naruto! ... *cough*]

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Butterfly - Yoko Kanno
[I would so totally dance to this song. Even though it's more sad than lovey-dovey. >_>;; Still, totally appropriate. I think...]

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Someday - Nickelback
[I don't see how anyone's going to fix anything when I'm already dead. *laughs*]

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Lay Me Down - Lisa Hannigan & Paul Noonan

19.What is your biggest fear?
Stop and Say You Love Me - Evans Blue
[The title says it all.]

20.What is your biggest secret?
Gravity - A Perfect Circle

21.What do you think of your friends?
Son of a Gun - Nirvana

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Tagging whiterabbit08

Someone kill me NOW

yolihuani@msn.com — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 19:46:05 GMT

I feel like shit. Allergies = FAIL!!!

Ugh, I want to diiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeee.................... DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDX

[/complain]

Well, at least I'm not going to swim for PE. I don't think I could handle that right now. *cries*

Huh, I didn't think I'd get this one

yolihuani@msn.com — Fri, 28 Mar 2008 03:06:39 GMT

Find Out Which Disney Girl You Are!
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You scored as Megara

Witty, smart, and sarcastic - this is so Megara, and also so you! Sometimes that smart mouth can get you into trouble, as well as getting you laughs from the people around you. Be very careful with this sharp tongue - it can hurt feelings and rub people the wrong way. It's no way to keep friends and lovers. You have a lovely strong personality under that sarcasm, let people see it!

Megara

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Mulan

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Tinkerbell

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Cinderella

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Snow White

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Esmerelda

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Jane

54%

Alice

54%

Jasmine

50%

Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)

50%

Pocahontas

46%

Violet

46%

Ariel

42%

yolihuani@msn.com — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 22:23:54 GMT

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yolihuani@msn.com — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 06:44:04 GMT

Hello there! I'm single again!

~~someone please kill me now~~

I feel like shit, really. Not because I was dumped (I wasn't) but because I broke up with Tony. And I feel bad. DX

I know I shouldn't have said that I'd go out with him even though I had told myself "No more boyfriends! D:<" but I did anyway and then I realised "Oh, shit, what do I do now?". Break up with him, of course. And so I did. And now I feel bad. DDDDX <-all my fault

I feel like pulling my hair out or doing something else equally melodramatic. *flail*

ARGH!!! He just smiled and said something like "I knew this was going to happen/this always happens" and I went all TT__TT and I feel like I was babbling like an idiot and why do I keep on saying like, and, and feel? *sob*
NOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYINTHELEASTBITARGHIWANTTOHURTMYSELFORSOMETHING!

"Are we still friends?" *cries* I feel like some evil hideous creature/beast. ;_;

After that I was grinning from ear to ear going "I feel so very lovely! I am so wonderful! SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW!" Donovan was all, No, that's bad! or something. I don't know. He was nice, as usual, and I DID NOT DESERVE IT.

So, yes, I do not have a very high opinion of myself. Oh, bugger. :D ~~<-lookit my smile! It means everything is a-OK!~~

~~I can't wait until I feel better so that I can flirt to my heart's content.~~ O_o ...

Does this mean I'm not half as sad/upset as I make myself out to be? Gosh, I feel heartless. (srsly, tho i do)

___________________________________

I saw Ashley(sp?). More on that later!

yolihuani@msn.com — Sun, 17 Feb 2008 06:31:56 GMT

I'll update in a bit.

Just need to find new icons and shtuff. Ah! A new layout as well

happy dance

yolihuani@msn.com — Fri, 15 Feb 2008 03:22:00 GMT

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

I have a booyfriiieeend!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Valentine's is sucking serious ass

yolihuani@msn.com — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 09:14:57 GMT

I should know better than to make cupcakes for V-day. It's always a fucking nightmare. DX

~~They better be fucking loved I swear to God!!!!~~

Oh! I've started writing original stuff! XDD This makes me incredibly pleased with myself *does happy dance*

I'm working on two methinks, a fantasy one that has characters I've had in my head for a while and a RL one with a plot that reminds me of the manga one-shots of WATA Nobu. Her shoujo is sad, man. Full of "I love him and I can't have him!" and "I love him but he doesn't love me back!" sort of stuff.

Meanwhile mine is sounding a bit like "I love him, he don't love me but I'll take him any way I can get him." XD <- but it'll turn out cooler than this. I hope. *looks away*

yolihuani@msn.com — Mon, 04 Feb 2008 01:56:08 GMT

You know, there's nothing quite as gay as watching two guys wrestle on the floor.

God, I wish I had a camera... *grin*

ACK!

yolihuani@msn.com — Sat, 26 Jan 2008 14:48:29 GMT

I have fifteen minutes to dress up in business attire and I finished my speech a few minutes ago. By eight it should be memorized since the section I'm in does the speech part first.

Wish me Luck!

ETA: I didn't make it in time. I'm going to go wallow in self-pity now...

How Many AcaDorks Does It Take to Write a Speech?

yolihuani@msn.com — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 02:30:30 GMT

Five, apparently. Coincidentally, about the same amount of AcaDorks are required to fix the ceiling. A pattern, perhaps? X3

So, after almost suffering a nervous breakdown (with the crying, almost not being able to breathe thing included free of charge) I actually went to AcaDec today and finally received some help with writing my speech after an eternity of people saying, "Go write a speech!" without bothering to explain what the fuck that entails. Bitter enough for ya? ;D

I had fun today! Currently my favorite people in AcaDec (excluding Rissy) are Bernard, Hector, Paolo, Mariah and this one girl whose name I am not entirely sure of. XDDD Yeah, I like friendly people. Theresa is OK I guess, but she's a bit too intense for my liking. She no play around, I think, so yeah, I feel intimidated. >_>

Oh! My part of the competition is the day after tomorrow! And speeches, interviews, and impromptus are first for me. Did I mention the part where I haven't written my speech yet? No pressure! *hyperventilates*

Yeah... No pressure...

I had a whole bunch more I was going to write about, but eh... I guess I can do that later, when my sanity isn't involved.

Later,
SL

x-posted on IJ

yolihuani@msn.com — Tue, 22 Jan 2008 14:49:13 GMT

I'm such a horrible person... I should be writing my speech that I have to perform today. I should be typing up my poem.

Watch me procrastinate.

yolihuani@msn.com — Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:29:03 GMT

"What are you doing messing around on the computer? I thought you were writing an essay. If you don't finish in twenty minutes, I'm gonna kick your ass."

Really, mom, just how immature are you? How the hell do you expect me to write a fucking essay in under twenty minutes? Obviously you were smoking crack or something because that is the only logical explanation can come up with for your horrendously inane comment. Yes, I am wasting some time on the computer because I can't think of anything to write at the moment. No, I can not possibly finish three body paragraphs and a conclusion in under twenty minutes. Thank you and good night, Ms. Daughter-dearest-can-you-please-write-my-resumé.

And to think that Once Upon a Time I thought I had a good relationship with my mother. *snort*

Speeches

yolihuani@msn.com — Fri, 18 Jan 2008 03:40:14 GMT

So, er, I've been neglecting my AcaDec studies for a while--most notably my speech. I was supposed to write a speech about something involving politics in some form or another.... *les sigh*

I'm writing something entirely different now. As different as can get, come to think of it. *sighs yet again*

No longer am I to perform a speech about something vaguely related to politics, but about how being bilingual affects me.

It's strangely easy to write about, come to think of it, for a topic that I haven't focused all that much on. All I know is that the second-to-last paragraph is going to be POWERFUL. (I think...)

As a second generation Latina I have grown up with two distinct cultures, the one I was born into and the one my family came from. I am bilingual, I speak two languages, both equally beautiful and challenging, albeit in different ways. I am proud of my ability to speak, read, and write both of them fluently and of the opportunities that will open up to me because of that. I think of myself as fortunate to be born in two cultures, but being born both bilingual and bi-cultural is a double-edged sword. It hasn't just influenced the way I speak and the way I think, but also the way I relate to the world around me and how it relates to me.

Concrit will bring much love. I need to get this proofed tomorrow... *looks away*

sometimes i hate my family

yolihuani@msn.com — Tue, 15 Jan 2008 21:19:41 GMT

ugh, i hate my family right now... DDDDX

Why am I the sane one? i have a migrane and im on my period, yet they are the ones pmsing.

Amas de Casa Desesperadas

yolihuani@msn.com — Fri, 11 Jan 2008 06:21:26 GMT

I haven't updated in a while, and I'd figured I'd take the chance to do so now even though I should be doing my homework and/or studying like a good little girl. *dramatic sigh*

Alas, I am not, which is unfortunate for my "It's a new semester, let's do something productive!" resolutions. : )

I was a good girl yesterday, though. I did all of my homework, or at least attempted to complete it and I wrote notes and everything! But I'm feeling lazy at the moment, which will do wonders for my future grades. Speaking of grades, I flunked most of my first semester. The only things I passed were Applied Chemistry and Geometry. I was only one point away from passing English! ARGH! If Miss Rockey had only made the Final worth 20% of our semester grade, I would've gotten at least some credit!

Too bad for me, though, 'cause I can't be too mad at her since I could see where she was coming from. Yes, people who are too stupid and/or lazy to do their work shouldn't be able to pass. ~~I still curse lack of credits, though.~~

I'm still pretty much screwed when it comes to graduating, but perhaps through a combination of summer school and night school I can? Even if it turns out that I don't, then there's always community college, right? As far as I'm concerned, the only definite thing is that I'm getting my masseuse license after I'm through with high school.

I went to Academic Decathlon all by my lonesome today. Rissy said she had a headache...

Oh! I wrote an essay in under an hour! That was awesome, though I loathe the essay. The fact that I actually finished is reason enough to celebrate. *grin*

Next: Learn how to write and perform a speech. *groan* Not to mention impromptus and interviews. DX I'm not really worried about the tests since if I study a bit I'll do good, and even if I don't study I'm a good guesser. XDDD

Well, later! I'm off to watch the Mexican version of Desperate Housewives. Yes. A Mexican version of Desperate Housewives, I kid you not!

yolihuani@msn.com — Sat, 29 Dec 2007 03:28:13 GMT

I'm getting a bit tired of my old fanfic.net profile and yet I don't have the heart to kill it entirely. Kind of like this profile from way back when. XDD

FIC UPDATES FOR THOSE WHO COME HERE ONLY FOR THAT.

Who Will I Choose?(Ouran) a collab w/ bullterrierlove. Getting a face-lift. Chapter two is a work in progress.

Fools Like Us(Hot Gimmick) Chapter One is a wip.

Taking Back Ba Sing Se(ATLA) Chapter One planned out and in progress.

Choices(MARS) Information is being gathered...

If this is all you came for, please don't be afraid to scroll down or press the “hide bio” button.

THIS PROFILE IS RATED OT – FOR OLDER TEEN!

“Come into my parlor, said the spider to the fly.”

Dear readers:

Welcome to my humble little profile here at the sometimes frustrating, mostly cracktastic, yet somehow still endearing (to me anyways) fan fiction dot net. The name's Sirena-Lune, though you can call me SL for short if you wish. You could also call me Tlazohtzin or even yolihuani! You can call me anything you want, in fact, as long as it's fairly obvious you're referring to me and it's all in good fun. However, if you happen to know my RL first name I insist you refrain from shortening it in any way, shape or form. If you do, I'm afraid I'll have to track you down and kill you. XP My middle name, on the other hand, has been used and abused so many times I'm kind of hoping someone can come up with something new for a change. XDD

To warn you ahead of time, my profile might be a bit on the long side, so please don't be afraid to click the “hide bio” link if you just want to get to the good stuff. Don't worry; no one will know. ;D

Don't think, however, that I'll abuse this space with an overabundance of quotes and the like. I can promise that much (though not much else, unfortunately).

The main fandoms I'm writing for are (of course):

-Avatar: the Last Airbender (12+ ideas)

-Naruto (10+)

-MARS (6+)

-Ouran High School Host Club (5+)

Other fandoms I write for (2 ideas or less; random order):

-Wolf's Rain

-Cowboy Bebop

-Inuyasha

-Fruits Basket

-Hot Gimmick

-Instant Star

-Millennium Snow

-Death Note

-Samurai Champloo

I refuse to make a list of my favorite or least favorite pairings and/or characters. I love them all (more or less) equally, and even preferences can change. I will, however, use this moment to declare my undying love for Armstrong of FMA fame.

Anyway, when it comes to my fic writing I've noticed that most of my ideas tend to lean on the AU side. A very, very strange AU side... I can turn a futuristic post-apocalyptic anime and inject it with a healthy dose of sci-fi drama and politics. A funny Romantic Comedy about humans can turn into a funny Romantic Comedy about dogs. And still work. I believe that your average shonen fighting manga can focus on the dark and insane and that a kids' show can be bittersweet. I'm not afraid to obliterate a canon pairing in order to write about none. I'm not afraid to write modern-era fic and give it plot. One that doesn't focus on romance. I believe that with a little bit of research and imagination you can even make a chibi!fic and band!fic work.

I also like writing future! and past! fics. Most of them, though, have a bit of a depressing bent to them. I'm not afraid to kill off my characters when the story demands. I will, however, cry. A lot. Unrequited love can be painfully bittersweet and I use that to my advantage. The death of a loved one can kill you inside and either bring people apart, or closer. A love triangle is rarely clean, cut, and simple and can bring two stubborn friends apart. Your first love isn't necessarily your last. And just because you married twice, doesn't mean you didn't love both of your spouses. Romantic love isn't the only type there is.

I would like to warn you ahead of time that I write Original Characters. I try my best to make them believable and well rounded, but I'd figure it'd be better to let you know now and not later. They are likely to be a big part of the fic, so I'll try to warn you ahead of time when that happens. I occasionally pair up canon characters with these OCs, but like I said, I'll warn you ahead of time. The only thing I can promise about said original characters is that they will not bitch-ify or demonize a canon character and vice versa.

I am largely self-beta'd. I mean, I'm likely to spend a week going over my work before I send it to someone to look over. I pride myself on my writing and will try my best to bring you quality fic. While I do love feedback and am a self-dubbed “review whore”, I write mainly for my friends and myself. That doesn't mean others won't enjoy reading it. It just means that I write for my own self-gratification. Oh, and to get rid of the plot-bunnies.

So... Umm... I hope you enjoy reading my stories and continue to come back to SL Publications for quality fic!

Sincerely, Sirena-Lune

Nowhere near as god-awful as the first one, but meh, I got tired of it *shrug*

Oh, and while looking for my old profile, I found an old fic of mine. I'm gonna see what I'll do about going over it. It seemed pretty good for being so old and spur of the moment. Ahh, I remember those days when I could just write... Alas.

Four days 'til Christmas... >_

yolihuani@msn.com — Fri, 21 Dec 2007 23:36:48 GMT

Oh, well! Finals are finally over (thank God!) and my abuelita is here from San Jose---which means there's food in the house!!!

Yay! XDDD

*rubs belly*

Totally random, but I want to write an odd, cracktastic MSND/Naruto fic. >_>;;

an excersize in brevity

yolihuani@msn.com — Fri, 21 Dec 2007 02:58:36 GMT

Title: So Far Away
Author: Sirena-Lune (aka E-beth)
Fandom: tisiphone16's characters/story
Pairing: Nephele/Arsen

He is laying beside her, his breathing even as though he was asleep. Nephele can't be sure that he is, though. She can't be sure of anything when it comes to Arsen.

She wants to turn around and touch him. To run her fingers through his hair and make up for all the years and physical contact that she never had.

He's too far away, though, and so she doesn't. It doesn't matter the he's right beside her. He might as well be a thousand miles away for all the company he gives.

Being close has never felt so lonely...