Hello there! I'm single again!

someone please kill me now

I feel like shit, really. Not because I was dumped (I wasn't) but because I broke up with Tony. And I feel bad. DX

I know I shouldn't have said that I'd go out with him even though I had told myself "No more boyfriends! D:<" but I did anyway and then I realised "Oh, shit, what do I do now?". Break up with him, of course. And so I did. And now I feel bad. DDDDX <-all my fault

I feel like pulling my hair out or doing something else equally melodramatic. *flail*

ARGH!!! He just smiled and said something like "I knew this was going to happen/this always happens" and I went all TT__TT and I feel like I was babbling like an idiot and why do I keep on saying like, and, and feel? *sob*
NOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYINTHELEASTBITARGHIWANTTOHURTMYSELFORSOMETHING!

"Are we still friends?" *cries* I feel like some evil hideous creature/beast. ;_;

After that I was grinning from ear to ear going "I feel so very lovely! I am so wonderful! SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW!" Donovan was all, No, that's bad! or something. I don't know. He was nice, as usual, and I DID NOT DESERVE IT.

So, yes, I do not have a very high opinion of myself. Oh, bugger. :D <-lookit my smile! It means everything is a-OK!

I can't wait until I feel better so that I can flirt to my heart's content. O_o ...

Does this mean I'm not half as sad/upset as I make myself out to be? Gosh, I feel heartless. (srsly, tho i do)

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I saw Ashley(sp?). More on that later!

"What are you doing messing around on the computer?  I thought you were writing an essay.  If you don't finish in twenty minutes, I'm gonna kick your ass." 

Really, mom, just how immature are you?  How the hell do you expect me to write a fucking essay in under twenty minutes?  Obviously you were smoking crack or something because that is the only logical explanation can come up with for your horrendously inane comment.  Yes, I am wasting some time on the computer because I can't think of anything to write at the moment.  No, I can not possibly finish three body paragraphs and a conclusion in under twenty minutes.   Thank you and good night, Ms. Daughter-dearest-can-you-please-write-my-resumé. 

And to think that Once Upon a Time I thought I had a good relationship with my mother.  *snort*

ugh, i hate my family right now...  DDDDX


Why am I the sane one?  i have a migrane and im on my period, yet they are the ones pmsing.