I haven't updated in a while, and I'd figured I'd take the chance to do so now even though I should be doing my homework and/or studying like a good little girl.  *dramatic sigh* 

Alas, I am not, which is unfortunate for my "It's a new semester, let's do something productive!" resolutions.  : )

I was a good girl yesterday, though.  I did all of my homework, or at least attempted to complete it and I wrote notes and everything!  But I'm feeling lazy at the moment, which will do wonders for my future grades.  Speaking of grades, I flunked most of my first semester.  The only things I passed were Applied Chemistry and Geometry.  I was only one point away from passing English!  ARGH!  If Miss Rockey had only made the Final worth 20% of our semester grade, I would've gotten at least some credit! 

Too bad for me, though, 'cause I can't be too mad at her since I could see where she was coming from.  Yes, people who are too stupid and/or lazy to do their work shouldn't be able to pass.  I still curse lack of credits, though. 

I'm still pretty much screwed when it comes to graduating, but perhaps through a combination of summer school and night school I can?  Even if it turns out that I don't, then there's always community college, right? As far as I'm concerned, the only definite thing is that I'm getting my masseuse license after I'm through with high school. 

I went to Academic Decathlon all by my lonesome today.  Rissy said she had a headache... 

Oh!  I wrote an essay in under an hour!  That was awesome, though I loathe the essay.  The fact that I actually finished is reason enough to celebrate.  *grin* 

Next:  Learn how to write and perform a speech.  *groan*  Not to mention impromptus and interviews.  DX  I'm not really worried about the tests since if I study a bit I'll do good, and even if I don't study I'm a good guesser.  XDDD 

Well, later!  I'm off to watch the Mexican version of Desperate Housewives.  Yes.  A Mexican version of Desperate Housewives, I kid you not! 

I've realised for a while now that I don't use my journal a lot. I guess I don't have the energy/inclination to write down my thoughts and feelings... >_>;;

Not that big of a surprise there; I don't write my fiction either afterall.

I didn't write when I was so obsessed with Anthony (AKA Mr. Touchy-Feely), who told me that he liked and then had five girlfriends (on top of the one he had when he had first confessed) even after I told him face to face (as opposed to his MySpace confession). And yes, I'm still bitter. >:D

I didn't talk about going to Writer's Block and my happy discussion of fiction. XDD

Didn't write about the President's life story that she told us either... *reminiscing*

I didn't mention how Anime Club has become Naruto and Magic TCG Club. (It is, BELIEVE IT!!!) ;D

I don't talk about how these last few school years my abscences have been so bad that I've had a SAARB meeting and I was going to be thrown into a continuation school for my last half of eighth grade. Or how I was going in and out of major (at least it was major for me) depression throughout middle school and parts of my freshman year. I don't talk about how my anger was out of control and my favorite times were in the mornings outside in the park waiting for the library to open because I didn't want to go to school that day. How I liked the way the the light changed the way the tree leaves looked. I never mentioned how my heart almost stopped when the SAARB people caught me and that I made a last-ditch effort to get out of it that failed miserably. Or that my Saturday school hours kept on adding up and I can't seem to get them down.

And I've never talked or written about how sometimes I'm scared I won't be able to graduate from high school...

I don't think I can write about this anymore. I'm going to go eat the salty-tasting rice I made and read the Skip*Beat volumes I have saved on my computer. TT__TT