I feel like shit.  Allergies = FAIL!!! 

Ugh, I want to diiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeee....................   DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDX 

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Well, at least I'm not going to swim for PE.  I don't think I could handle that right now.  *cries* 

Hello there! I'm single again!

someone please kill me now

I feel like shit, really. Not because I was dumped (I wasn't) but because I broke up with Tony. And I feel bad. DX

I know I shouldn't have said that I'd go out with him even though I had told myself "No more boyfriends! D:<" but I did anyway and then I realised "Oh, shit, what do I do now?". Break up with him, of course. And so I did. And now I feel bad. DDDDX <-all my fault

I feel like pulling my hair out or doing something else equally melodramatic. *flail*

ARGH!!! He just smiled and said something like "I knew this was going to happen/this always happens" and I went all TT__TT and I feel like I was babbling like an idiot and why do I keep on saying like, and, and feel? *sob*
NOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYNOTHAPPYINTHELEASTBITARGHIWANTTOHURTMYSELFORSOMETHING!

"Are we still friends?" *cries* I feel like some evil hideous creature/beast. ;_;

After that I was grinning from ear to ear going "I feel so very lovely! I am so wonderful! SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW!" Donovan was all, No, that's bad! or something. I don't know. He was nice, as usual, and I DID NOT DESERVE IT.

So, yes, I do not have a very high opinion of myself. Oh, bugger. :D <-lookit my smile! It means everything is a-OK!

I can't wait until I feel better so that I can flirt to my heart's content. O_o ...

Does this mean I'm not half as sad/upset as I make myself out to be? Gosh, I feel heartless. (srsly, tho i do)

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I saw Ashley(sp?). More on that later!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG 

I have a booyfriiieeend!!!  XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I should know better than to make cupcakes for V-day.  It's always a fucking nightmare.  DX 

They better be fucking loved I swear to God!!!!

Oh!  I've started writing original stuff!  XDD  This makes me incredibly pleased with myself *does happy dance* 

I'm working on two methinks, a fantasy one that has characters I've had in my head for a while and a RL one with a plot that reminds me of the manga one-shots of WATA Nobu.  Her shoujo is sad, man.  Full of "I love him and I can't have him!" and "I love him but he doesn't love me back!" sort of stuff. 

Meanwhile mine is sounding a bit like "I love him, he don't love me but I'll take him any way I can get him."  XD  <- but it'll turn out cooler than this.  I hope.  *looks away*

You know, there's nothing quite as gay as watching two guys wrestle on the floor. 

God, I wish I had a camera...  *grin* 

I have fifteen minutes to dress up in business attire and I finished my speech a few minutes ago.  By eight it should be memorized since the section I'm in does the speech part first. 

Wish me Luck!

ETA:  I didn't make it in time.  I'm going to go wallow in self-pity now... 

Five, apparently.  Coincidentally, about the same amount of AcaDorks are required to fix the ceiling.  A pattern, perhaps?  X3

So, after almost suffering a nervous breakdown (with the crying, almost not being able to breathe thing included free of charge) I actually went to AcaDec today and finally received some help with writing my speech after an eternity of people saying, "Go write a speech!" without bothering to explain what the fuck that entails.  Bitter enough for ya?  ;D

I had fun today!  Currently my favorite people in AcaDec (excluding Rissy) are Bernard, Hector, Paolo, Mariah and this one girl whose name I am not entirely sure of.  XDDD  Yeah, I like friendly people. Theresa is OK I guess, but she's a bit too intense for my liking.  She no play around, I think, so yeah, I feel intimidated.  >_> 

Oh!  My part of the competition is the day after tomorrow!  And speeches, interviews, and impromptus are first for me.  Did I mention the part where I haven't written my speech yet?  No pressure!  *hyperventilates*

Yeah...  No pressure... 

I had a whole bunch more I was going to write about, but eh...  I guess I can do that later, when my sanity isn't involved. 

Later, 
            SL

I'm such a horrible person...  I should be writing my speech that I have to perform today.  I should be typing up my poem. 


Watch me procrastinate. 

"What are you doing messing around on the computer?  I thought you were writing an essay.  If you don't finish in twenty minutes, I'm gonna kick your ass." 

Really, mom, just how immature are you?  How the hell do you expect me to write a fucking essay in under twenty minutes?  Obviously you were smoking crack or something because that is the only logical explanation can come up with for your horrendously inane comment.  Yes, I am wasting some time on the computer because I can't think of anything to write at the moment.  No, I can not possibly finish three body paragraphs and a conclusion in under twenty minutes.   Thank you and good night, Ms. Daughter-dearest-can-you-please-write-my-resumé. 

And to think that Once Upon a Time I thought I had a good relationship with my mother.  *snort*

So, er, I've been neglecting my AcaDec studies for a while--most notably my speech.  I was supposed to write a speech about something involving politics in  some form or another....  *les sigh* 

I'm writing something entirely different now.  As different as can get, come to think of it.  *sighs yet again* 

No longer am I to perform a speech about something vaguely related to politics, but about how being bilingual affects me. 

It's strangely easy to write about, come to think of it, for a topic that I haven't focused all that much on.  All I know is that the second-to-last paragraph is going to be POWERFUL.  (I think...)

Concrit will bring much love.  I need to get this proofed tomorrow...  *looks away*